I guess there isn't much we can do, but wait. It's been over a month since a couple of my other friends disappeared. It's odd though, I still keep expecting them to walk through the door of my cafe.
[ Maybe because she was gone herself for a couple of weeks, so it hasn't been enough time yet.
It was different with her father, whose body she had to see. That confirmed it for her, that he was long gone. ]
My heart does feel heavy. If he's not coming back, it makes me sad not to be able to say goodbye or thank him for everything. But I know I'm being a bit naïve. We don't always get to say goodbye to the people we care about.
Maruki-san wouldn't be the first to not know. We're from the same reality, but he's months behind me. There are certain things I've left unsaid, because I believe he needs to uncover certain truths on his own.
That would be nice. I don't like keeping things from friends, but all of us seem to be from different timelines. It's quite confusing for me still. Does it happen often? So far, Neil-kun and Charlie-kun haven't come back. I don't know what this is usually like.
[ Most of her grief was melancholy and regret. She remembers thinking if she had only acted rationally about her fiance, her father might still be alive.
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Maruki-san disappeared a few days ago. You know, right?
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Not much I can do, but I'm here.
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It's been over a month since a couple of my other friends disappeared. It's odd though, I still keep expecting them to walk through the door of my cafe.
[ Maybe because she was gone herself for a couple of weeks, so it hasn't been enough time yet.
It was different with her father, whose body she had to see. That confirmed it for her, that he was long gone. ]
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But it doesn't mean they won't come back. Let's not panic just yet.
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What are they doing.
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They live with Maruki-san, so I understand it's harder on them. They've been here longer than I have.
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I haven't checked on Akechi and I know he's doing something stupid.
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I just wish I knew how to help my friends. It's rather agonizing to wait and see.
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The 11th is approaching fast. ]
Are you holding up well then? Please let me know if there's anything I can do.
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What about you?
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But I know I'm being a bit naïve. We don't always get to say goodbye to the people we care about.
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As long as he knew your true feelings, that's enough.
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Maruki-san wouldn't be the first to not know.
We're from the same reality, but he's months behind me. There are certain things I've left unsaid, because I believe he needs to uncover certain truths on his own.
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Makes sense. There are things I had to keep quiet about. Things people forgot when they came back.
Maybe . . . he'll remember them.
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Does it happen often? So far, Neil-kun and Charlie-kun haven't come back. I don't know what this is usually like.
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But yeah. It happens. To a lot of people I knew.
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Grief is... strange for me. I'm not sure how to describe it.
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Sometimes I'm still figuring out how to grieve.
The father I was hoping who would return to me was gone before we could possibly make that happen.
[ Grief upon grief. What could have been. It's so easy for her to get lost in it, especially now. ]
I'm sorry. I'm prattling off now.
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For a long time, all I did was grieve. My anger was my grief.
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[ Most of her grief was melancholy and regret. She remembers thinking if she had only acted rationally about her fiance, her father might still be alive.
Maybe. ]
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