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I see. I won't let anger consume me, but it's hard not to feel... some of it.
Even if we don't always get what we want in life.

Nothing wrong with anger itself.

You just have to be careful when it consumes you. Like it did with me.

I'm lucky to have the friends that I have, including back home. People I love and who love me, without asking anything in return.
I believe that helps with the anger and the sadness, even when I'm reminded of it.

That probably helps.

[ he didn't have one. and perhaps that's for the best. what good can dolph laserhawk do? it's not like he gave back anything good to anyone. ]

It does.
... it's coming up to one year of my father's passing. Neil-kun is gone and now Maruki-san is gone.
I'm sorry, it just feels like a lot has happened in such little time.

It's hard when it stacks up. Long ago, someone I was close to left this place. He was one of my first friends. Someone who promised to protect me.

When he came back, he had forgotten me. It made me feel obsolete.

But all the things the people left me with . . . they're not gone. Because I'm still here. It's hard not to want more, but sometimes. This is what you have.

Take it from someone who had nothing. What you have now matters.

[ For a moment, her heart is lifted by the thought of all her new friends and the lifelong bonds she's forged with them. Over a year ago, Haru couldn't fathom a life beyond the gilded cage she was forced into. ]

You're right! I didn't have a life to live for before.
But now I do.