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[personal profile] enteloki 2025-02-13 01:34 am (UTC)(link)
Yes. The bathhouse.
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[personal profile] enteloki 2025-02-13 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
Correct. To talk.

You asked for this discussion, didn't you?
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[personal profile] enteloki 2025-02-13 01:49 am (UTC)(link)
I'll see you shortly.

[And lo and behold-

Akechi sure is at the bathhouse, towel around waist and all. Content as can be!!! It's a day ending y which means he's ready for a scalding hot bath. Let's fucking GO.
]

There you are - have you ever been here before?
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[personal profile] enteloki 2025-02-13 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
Then I'm happy to be the first to show you. Hopefully you'll come to enjoy it. It's a relaxing place to visit.

[It's great. Follow him to the lava water - which is where Akechi guides him to.]

I hope you can handle the heat.
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[personal profile] enteloki 2025-02-13 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
That's fine, of course. Coming out here on such short notice is enough to be grateful for.

[The bath? Sure is an open, huge bathhouse. Steaming hot water, foggy room, humid atmosphere - follow him into the great beyond Dolph. Akechi slides into that ridiculously hot water and waits for his companion to come in with him. PSPSPSPSPS.]

Besides, I often beat everyone I take a bath with. Not to brag, but I can stay in here for hours without the heat bothering me.
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[personal profile] enteloki 2025-02-13 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
[He didn't think about that. Ya spicy machine people.]

Will it ruin your body if you stay here? I would hate for you to rust.

[Is that what happens????]
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[personal profile] enteloki 2025-02-13 04:10 am (UTC)(link)
Then I'll try to keep our meeting brief.

[And now that Dolph's here-

It's bizarre. It's not the first or second time he's spoken about this topic in a bathhouse, even if only one party remembers.

It makes his stomach churn regardless. The water helps.
]

While I enjoy bathhouses in my own world, it's uncommon for me to have time to visit in my reality. You understand why, so I don't need to go into details on it.

But it wasn't always that way. When I was younger, I spent a great deal of time there. Hours a night for many years. My mother would drop me off prior to her work and then pick me up before the baths would close. It's how I gained such a tolerance for this type of heat.
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[personal profile] enteloki 2025-02-13 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
No, we didn't, but I wasn't unhappy despite it.

[The water's hotter than ever - he's grateful for it.]

She was though. At the time, I didn't realize how much. Looking back on it - I recall moments where she seemed to be overwhelmed from the world. She had no friends, no husband, no allies, no family outside of a child vying for her constant attention. Her job as a sex worker caused us both to be ostracized. Few would speak to her, less would help her.

Eventually, she took her own life.

[A body hanging from a rafter - ten splinters from a tightly wound rope. A knocked over chair under dangling feet, a cold blue tinted corpse hovering.]

I'm not saying this for pity. I don't want it. I've long since gotten over what happened, but-

[It's the whole point they're here.]

When you asked for a truth about me, there's one very few know. Her life was scrubbed from mine for the sake of my image. A 'Detective Prince' could never form for someone with such a background normally. To my fans, coworkers and classmates - she's a nameless entity that died when I was young and that's all.
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[personal profile] enteloki 2025-02-13 03:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[He didn't expect that reaction from Dolph of all people.

His expression remains neutral despite it. Feigned. Tense.
]

Yes, she was. Is that a problem?
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[personal profile] enteloki 2025-02-15 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
[That's-

A surprise. One that startles him - shakes the rotten thoughts taking root in his mind free. Makes him focus back on Dolph.
]

I didn't expect you to say that. Your background is as surprising as ever, though it's not unwelcome to have someone who understands what it's like.
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[personal profile] enteloki 2025-02-15 04:25 pm (UTC)(link)
If I'm being honest, I remember very little of my own mother as well. She took matters into her own hands when I was young. Whether I had started school or not - I can't recall. My memory of that time is a bit fuzzy.

[And all too clear. The timeframe is irrelevant in the grand scheme of things. He remembers a corpse - that's all she is.]

My point is - she dealt with disparaging remarks more than I did. When I was moved into various homes, they would occasionally make comments about her occupation and life choices that I learned to tune out. For the most part, of course.
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canon doesnt give it but he would know <3

[personal profile] enteloki 2025-02-16 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
Akechi .̴̢̧̰̰̲̹̣͇̜̲͐͊̄̓.̷͈̃́͊̉͊̈́.̸̧̛̛̝͖̻̘͙̋́͂̔̐̽̓̕.̴̣̟̮̤̓͛̑͘͠ͅ

[Akechi repeats it.

Akira used to know. Maruki knows. The social workers that write off her memory and the crumpled family registry he once clung to like a lifeline knows.

Now Dolph does too.

It makes him want to puke, so he sinks in the water until his shoulders are covered. It's an uncomfortable, disconcerting feeling. Better that Dolph knows because there's no chance of him ever using it against him - he'll die in this world, or his original one. It'll never reach the streets of Tokyo.
]

I don't think about her often. Time heals most wounds and this is one among them. I'm much older and have long since gotten over it. She rarely enters my thoughts-

[Time to form plans. Time to take out the rot. Time to remember that in the end, it was Akechi Goro that killed her.]

But when I take baths like this, I'm reminded of her. Only for a moment.

SCREAMFJDSOPJG

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