Akechi sure is at the bathhouse, towel around waist and all. Content as can be!!! It's a day ending y which means he's ready for a scalding hot bath. Let's fucking GO.]
That's fine, of course. Coming out here on such short notice is enough to be grateful for.
[The bath? Sure is an open, huge bathhouse. Steaming hot water, foggy room, humid atmosphere - follow him into the great beyond Dolph. Akechi slides into that ridiculously hot water and waits for his companion to come in with him. PSPSPSPSPS.]
Besides, I often beat everyone I take a bath with. Not to brag, but I can stay in here for hours without the heat bothering me.
[ he eyes the water with some temerity before sighing and sliding in. he's careful to keep his metal arm braced on the top. otherwise this would be a very uncomfortable experience for him. ]
It's bizarre. It's not the first or second time he's spoken about this topic in a bathhouse, even if only one party remembers.
It makes his stomach churn regardless. The water helps. ]
While I enjoy bathhouses in my own world, it's uncommon for me to have time to visit in my reality. You understand why, so I don't need to go into details on it.
But it wasn't always that way. When I was younger, I spent a great deal of time there. Hours a night for many years. My mother would drop me off prior to her work and then pick me up before the baths would close. It's how I gained such a tolerance for this type of heat.
[ ah, so that's it. he had wondered why and maruki's reaction hadn't clarified it. a familiar place. he can see the appeal.
his own mother's work was . . . well. a difficult topic, if true. she was a sex worker. dolph didn't remember any of it, but he was so young anyway. if he held an impression, it was stamped out long ago. ]
[The water's hotter than ever - he's grateful for it.]
She was though. At the time, I didn't realize how much. Looking back on it - I recall moments where she seemed to be overwhelmed from the world. She had no friends, no husband, no allies, no family outside of a child vying for her constant attention. Her job as a sex worker caused us both to be ostracized. Few would speak to her, less would help her.
Eventually, she took her own life.
[A body hanging from a rafter - ten splinters from a tightly wound rope. A knocked over chair under dangling feet, a cold blue tinted corpse hovering.]
I'm not saying this for pity. I don't want it. I've long since gotten over what happened, but-
[It's the whole point they're here.]
When you asked for a truth about me, there's one very few know. Her life was scrubbed from mine for the sake of my image. A 'Detective Prince' could never form for someone with such a background normally. To my fans, coworkers and classmates - she's a nameless entity that died when I was young and that's all.
[ dolph starts, a strangled sound escaping his throat. obviously, he and akechi shared an absurd amount of parallels. none of that is surprising at this stage, but this one was — dolph couldn't hide his reaction at all. ]
If I'm being honest, I remember very little of my own mother as well. She took matters into her own hands when I was young. Whether I had started school or not - I can't recall. My memory of that time is a bit fuzzy.
[And all too clear. The timeframe is irrelevant in the grand scheme of things. He remembers a corpse - that's all she is.]
My point is - she dealt with disparaging remarks more than I did. When I was moved into various homes, they would occasionally make comments about her occupation and life choices that I learned to tune out. For the most part, of course.
[ had his mother been the same? he knew she was desperate. they were poor. he lived on the streets. he remembers that biting cold, the struggle. sometimes he remembers hands on his shoulders, but. who could verify such a thing?
and . . . eden said she sold him to them. was that true? ]
Akira used to know. Maruki knows. The social workers that write off her memory and the crumpled family registry he once clung to like a lifeline knows.
Now Dolph does too.
It makes him want to puke, so he sinks in the water until his shoulders are covered. It's an uncomfortable, disconcerting feeling. Better that Dolph knows because there's no chance of him ever using it against him - he'll die in this world, or his original one. It'll never reach the streets of Tokyo.]
I don't think about her often. Time heals most wounds and this is one among them. I'm much older and have long since gotten over it. She rarely enters my thoughts-
[Time to form plans. Time to take out the rot. Time to remember that in the end, it was Akechi Goro that killed her.]
But when I take baths like this, I'm reminded of her. Only for a moment.
That is unexpected. That pulls his mind free from where his focus was, the pooling water around his chest.
Maybe he underestimated Dolph. There's tension pulling at his shoulders, his eyes stay fixated on the man beside him.]
No. [Decisive. Immediate.] My father is supposedly a lowlife who abandoned her the moment she got pregnant. I don't know who he is and I'm not interested.
it was the prince who spoke of a father. it was the first time dolph had ever heard akechi mention one. this reality is painful, odd, strange and perplexing, but everything it does, it does for a reason. to garner a reaction, to let secrets play.
he told webby not long ago, it's like reality tv.
revenge is always . . . personal. ]
Maybe not back then.
But you know where he is now, don't you? The king.
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You asked for this discussion, didn't you?
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Anyway. I'll be there.
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[And lo and behold-
Akechi sure is at the bathhouse, towel around waist and all. Content as can be!!! It's a day ending y which means he's ready for a scalding hot bath. Let's fucking GO.]
There you are - have you ever been here before?
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[ this is . . . very jarring. thankfully, maruki explained but dolph can't see how this is comfortable. ]
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[It's great. Follow him to the lava water - which is where Akechi guides him to.]
I hope you can handle the heat.
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It should be fine. Though I may not be able to stay long.
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[The bath? Sure is an open, huge bathhouse. Steaming hot water, foggy room, humid atmosphere - follow him into the great beyond Dolph. Akechi slides into that ridiculously hot water and waits for his companion to come in with him. PSPSPSPSPS.]
Besides, I often beat everyone I take a bath with. Not to brag, but I can stay in here for hours without the heat bothering me.
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Pretty sure that's still a brag.
The metal makes it hard, that's all.
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Will it ruin your body if you stay here? I would hate for you to rust.
[Is that what happens????]
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But metal gets hot, no matter what kind it is. And I'm still made of flesh for the most part. It's just an uncomfortable combination.
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[And now that Dolph's here-
It's bizarre. It's not the first or second time he's spoken about this topic in a bathhouse, even if only one party remembers.
It makes his stomach churn regardless. The water helps. ]
While I enjoy bathhouses in my own world, it's uncommon for me to have time to visit in my reality. You understand why, so I don't need to go into details on it.
But it wasn't always that way. When I was younger, I spent a great deal of time there. Hours a night for many years. My mother would drop me off prior to her work and then pick me up before the baths would close. It's how I gained such a tolerance for this type of heat.
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his own mother's work was . . . well. a difficult topic, if true. she was a sex worker. dolph didn't remember any of it, but he was so young anyway. if he held an impression, it was stamped out long ago. ]
There are worse places to be.
I take it you didn't have much, back then.
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[The water's hotter than ever - he's grateful for it.]
She was though. At the time, I didn't realize how much. Looking back on it - I recall moments where she seemed to be overwhelmed from the world. She had no friends, no husband, no allies, no family outside of a child vying for her constant attention. Her job as a sex worker caused us both to be ostracized. Few would speak to her, less would help her.
Eventually, she took her own life.
[A body hanging from a rafter - ten splinters from a tightly wound rope. A knocked over chair under dangling feet, a cold blue tinted corpse hovering.]
I'm not saying this for pity. I don't want it. I've long since gotten over what happened, but-
[It's the whole point they're here.]
When you asked for a truth about me, there's one very few know. Her life was scrubbed from mine for the sake of my image. A 'Detective Prince' could never form for someone with such a background normally. To my fans, coworkers and classmates - she's a nameless entity that died when I was young and that's all.
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She — She was a sex worker?
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His expression remains neutral despite it. Feigned. Tense.]
Yes, she was. Is that a problem?
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— My mother was also a sex worker.
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A surprise. One that startles him - shakes the rotten thoughts taking root in his mind free. Makes him focus back on Dolph.]
I didn't expect you to say that. Your background is as surprising as ever, though it's not unwelcome to have someone who understands what it's like.
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It's just something they used to belittle me about.
[ he feels a bit self-conscious. wrong footed. the grief cannot match. how could it? his parents were formless in his mind. ]
cw: suicide
[And all too clear. The timeframe is irrelevant in the grand scheme of things. He remembers a corpse - that's all she is.]
My point is - she dealt with disparaging remarks more than I did. When I was moved into various homes, they would occasionally make comments about her occupation and life choices that I learned to tune out. For the most part, of course.
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and . . . eden said she sold him to them. was that true? ]
. . . Do you know her name?
canon doesnt give it but he would know <3
[Akechi repeats it.
Akira used to know. Maruki knows. The social workers that write off her memory and the crumpled family registry he once clung to like a lifeline knows.
Now Dolph does too.
It makes him want to puke, so he sinks in the water until his shoulders are covered. It's an uncomfortable, disconcerting feeling. Better that Dolph knows because there's no chance of him ever using it against him - he'll die in this world, or his original one. It'll never reach the streets of Tokyo.]
I don't think about her often. Time heals most wounds and this is one among them. I'm much older and have long since gotten over it. She rarely enters my thoughts-
[Time to form plans. Time to take out the rot. Time to remember that in the end, it was Akechi Goro that killed her.]
But when I take baths like this, I'm reminded of her. Only for a moment.
better than sexyleggygoddess69 at least
But she's the reason for it all, isn't she? Your revenge against your father?
SCREAMFJDSOPJG
is a surprise.
That is unexpected. That pulls his mind free from where his focus was, the pooling water around his chest.
Maybe he underestimated Dolph. There's tension pulling at his shoulders, his eyes stay fixated on the man beside him.]
No. [Decisive. Immediate.] My father is supposedly a lowlife who abandoned her the moment she got pregnant. I don't know who he is and I'm not interested.
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it was the prince who spoke of a father. it was the first time dolph had ever heard akechi mention one. this reality is painful, odd, strange and perplexing, but everything it does, it does for a reason. to garner a reaction, to let secrets play.
he told webby not long ago, it's like reality tv.
revenge is always . . . personal. ]
Maybe not back then.
But you know where he is now, don't you? The king.
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There's a God.
They're interchangeable. The same. Wildly different. Akechi's intent towards both nestled and rooted in his heart. Only one-
matters. They both matter. Maybe they never mattered.
Only Shido matters.
And Akechi is a child, contacting a god through a heart racing, cryptic exchange.
And Akechi thinks they're both gods. And Akechi thinks they're both kings.
His mouth is dry - he doesn't blink. The King is-]
You're grasping at straws. A delusion isn't proof. I wasn't in my right mind.
[He doesn't know. He doesn't know. He knows. He knows. He knows.]
I don't know who the king is.
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cw: violent thoughts
wrapppps?