[ it's strange to mull over that word. dolph wasn't sure he liked vash because he was nice. in fact, back then, dolph didn't care for vash's niceness. it meant little to him at the time.
it was vash's determination in the face of sorrow and pushback that stuck with him. the way livio talked about him. went back for him. the way he saw vash falter in the face of his loss. the way dolph finally understood. ]
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text; backdated to early january
[ He doesn't want to drop any sudden bombs on him ]
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Enough? That we're dating at least.
Maybe not the marriage part.
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okay.
Sorry, we're talking and I wasn't sure how much I should share
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Jean. You should never need to hold back. Even with other people I care about.
Be proud of what we are. It's fine with me. Always.
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Think everyone might get sick of it if I'm yelling about you constantly. Not me, though.
[ A few moments later: ]
Not ashamed of us, just wasn't sure what he knew or how much I'd need to catch up. he's cute.
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And he is. It takes him a while to open up though. But he has never let me down.
also i started page three! wahoo!
omg stronk!!
Vash is predisposed when it comes to making people like him. Almost obsessively.
timmy get so much rp
What, like he's a people pleaser?
;o;
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it was vash's determination in the face of sorrow and pushback that stuck with him. the way livio talked about him. went back for him. the way he saw vash falter in the face of his loss. the way dolph finally understood. ]
He is. He always is.
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Hey, I love you. <3
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I love you too.
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All right, I have to get back to deliveries. Will you be back at the farm tonight?
[ He still asks. ]
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[ he wonders if he should . . . broach new things with jean now. or wait until later when eren and himself have made more sense of it. ]
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[ A moment later: ]
I like having you there, and Eren does too.
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[ For Jean, for them, for Dolph? ]
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Is it enough?
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It doesn't have to be enough for you. It's not only about what we want.
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It can be a place you're welcomed at, if you don't want to think of home. Or - you can have more than one place you call home.
For me, it's not a place, it's the people. You're my home as much as Eren is. I'll go wherever you are.
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and even that was lost so abruptly, he was reeling months later. people can be a home, but should they? ]
Then maybe it's not. For now. Maybe I just need time.
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That's why we're talking about the house, right? Because we can make it a home.
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