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[girlybruiser]

I think I know what you mean, although my case was my father.

[ One more conversation. One more hug. One more "I love you".

It would have been enough, perhaps.

But what's done is done. ]

It's unfortunate we don't realize until that opportunity has passed, but on the bright side, we also know for the future.

[laserhawk]

That's the point of letting myself feel more.

It's what continues after me.

[girlybruiser]

And it takes a lot of courage to do that.

[ She knows; she lived a good part of her life in that kind of fear. ]

I guess now it makes a bit more sense to me, being able to have feelings for more than one person. It really is feeling more, isn't it?

[laserhawk]

Yeah. I spent my life limiting myself. Stopping myself. Even when I got out, I wasn't really free.

And . . . now I am.

we can wrap this but jesus christ i'm scared for my life for their farewell thread

[girlybruiser]

[ Love is freeing, isn't it?

She hopes she can experience it proper, in full, one day.

For now, it makes her heart soar to know Dolph can bask in it without fear. Dolph deserves to be loved in the same way.

... and maybe she finally realizes she also loves Dolph Laserhawk, as many of his friends have come to. ]

You deserve that, Dolph-san.

wrapped!

[laserhawk]

[ dolph gives a soft chuckle at that. what he deserves is a question he's stopped asking. he doesn't need to know if he deserves it. he doesn't have to ask the world what he is and what he deserves.

he seizes it with with his own hands. ]

Thanks.