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[bakegarasu]

i mean

i guess

i've seen a lot of people die it shouldn't be any different.

[laserhawk]

Don't be daft.

Of course it's different. It's always going to be different. It's going to leave a mark.

[bakegarasu]

it never has before. why should it now?

[laserhawk]

Because it was personal.

Personal stuff is always going to matter more.

[bakegarasu]

i guess.

i don't really know what to do with it. it happened. what am i supposed to do about it?

[laserhawk]

That's up to you.

You can move on. You can find a way to deal with it. You can bury it.

[bakegarasu]

don't even know where i'd start with the first two.

no one here knew them. no one here would mourn them. hell, don't think even my brother's group would mourn him, just jockey for position.

reiji though... he was my only friend.

[laserhawk]

But you know them. And people here know you.

That's enough for them to mourn.

[bakegarasu]

i don't know how to do that.

i'm not trying to be

[He searches for the word. It takes a minute.]

dismissive?

i was taught to just not have emotions. so trying to have them is like trying to speak another language.

[laserhawk]

It's fine. I know how it is.

It won't come immediately. I'm just giving you food for thought.

[bakegarasu]

i appreciate it.

really.

but let me know if you need help with anything. i know you're likely to be short some people because of all of this.

[laserhawk]

Don't worry about it. I can manage.