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[laserhawk]

You don't play easy at midnight.

I don't know. Maybe yours? I'd be hard pressed to find a reality I'd fit into.

[placation]

These are the things I like to think about to fall asleep.

Selfishly, I think that's a good answer. I'd like to show Tokyo to everyone I care about.

[laserhawk]

It'd be nice to explore a normal city. Or be normal in a city. I lived in the megacity, but I had to keep a low profile.

I know Vash's world isn't great, but I wouldn't mind going there. Just to see if the people are okay.

[placation]

You have a point. I'd like to see Zazie again...

Personally, my curiosity outweighs my caution when it comes to this hypothetical. Vash's reality, Eren's, yours - I don't care if they're dangerous. I would want to see for myself.

[laserhawk]

If anyone would be fine, it'd probably be Zazie.

And you should really rethink your lists. My world, really? What, you miss shitty TV? Want to catch a rerun of Must Dance?

1/2

[placation]

Dolph, you have no idea how much I miss bad television. My variety shows...

[placation]

Anyhow, no. It's much simpler than that.

I want to know everything about you, including the intricacies of the reality you come from. It's an opportunity I could never pass up.

[laserhawk]

You could probably wish up shitty cable tv. Catch some weird kind of fantasy telenovelas.

[ the intrincacies of his reality? he never saw it that way. it was just a dystopian hellscape. it ruined people lives. but perhaps there's merit in seeing the how and why. ]

I think it'd just make you sad.

[placation]

[ Okay, well, he's already sad all the time, so jot that down. ]

The truth often does. That doesn't mean it's not worth seeing.

[laserhawk]

Maybe.

I'm just tired of making people feel sad. When they think of me, when they see me, it's pervasive. When I talk about myself, it's just too much.

Where's the worth in that?

[placation]

Hm...

I can't speak for acquaintances and the like, but when it comes to friends, I think it's more a matter of empathy. When you talk about yourself, I don't feel sad. I feel for you, because I care about you. There's a tremendous difference.

It's always worthwhile to understand someone better, pain and joy alike.

[laserhawk]

[ with friends . . . he hopes that's true. if maruki says so, he'll believe him. ]

I just hope you feel the joy too.

I know I do. With you.

[placation]

If I told you how happy I am around you every time it comes to my mind, you would be sick of me sooner than you'd think.

[laserhawk]

You sure?

I feel I could find a way to counterattack.

[placation]

?????

What does that mean...

[laserhawk]

I'd keep complimenting you until your face goes all red.

[placation]

Now, there's no need for all that...

[laserhawk]

I can start now if you like.

We'll see how it works depending on how long you reply.

[placation]

I haven't done anything to deserve this! Good night, Dolph!

[laserhawk]

But I haven't talked about your charming attributes!

[ lmao. he's probably not going to get a reply. ]

[placation]

[ As if Maruki could stop letting himself be affectionately bullied. He's doing the equivalent of rolling over and showing his tummy. ]

And you won't! There are a million other things we could talk about!

[laserhawk]

Too late.

I like the way you blush. And how it lingers on your cheeks for ages.

[placation]

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What?

[laserhawk]

I like how much thought you put into everything you say and do. You're always careful.

[placation]

[ Emotional compliments are much easier to take than physical ones. Thank god. ]

Well, thank you for saying so... I'm glad it comes across. I do try.