[ Sometimes Jean feels old, when he talks to some of the people here. The people who come from normal worlds without the threat of danger. But also, Levi and Erwin have told him he can't feel old at twenty, so he tries not to dwell on it.
Once they are in the bedroom, Jean's quick to tug Dolph close again, kissing him. ]
Mm, I want to ride you. Would that be okay?
[ There's some hesitancy just because Jean has historically topped, and he has no problems with that. But now he wants to be a little greedy, for once. ]
[ He's feeling a little tender about things, and wants to make Dolph feel good. This feels like a good way to get him to not have to work too hard for it. Jean smiles and leans back up to kiss Dolph again, nudging him towards the bed. ]
[ in his case, he's less used to it. but it'll come to him. one day at a time. so long as jean is there. he presses another kiss to his cheek before leading him onto the bed. ]
[ Jean gladly lets Dolph lead them onto the bed; once they're on, he reaches to Dolph's shoulders to push him down. This time, he clambers onto Dolph, sitting astride his hips - he's sure Dolph can take the weight. It's a nice look, Dolph spread out under him.
Jean plants a hand on his chest, leaning down to kiss him again. He'll have to go in search of lube momentarily, but for now he's enjoying being in the seat of honor, as it is. ]
[ his dark hair splays out on the pillow as dolph wraps his arms around jean's neck, pulling him down for the kiss. dolph's fingers tangle in his hair, brushing against his scalp. ]
[ Dolph really is beautiful like this, Jean thinks. He wraps his other hand into Dolph's hair again, remembering the earlier noises he'd made, tugging gently. He rocks his hips down against Dolph's, allowing himself to slowly grind against him. ]
I want to spend forever with you like this. Just seeing what I can do to you.
[ Jean breathes it out, voice going a little higher as he rocks against Dolph again, turning his head to suck a mark into the side of his neck. Before, he'd do it around bite marks left by another of Dolph's paramours; now, it's his canvas to decorate. ]
[ He likes watching Dolph get worked up like this, the way his body moves when he does. Jean bites against the mark, then next to it, nibbling his way down to his shoulder. ]
[ for a moment, his grip tightens. jean's not leaving. jean's really staying. he's not going to be alone. for a moment, the thought overwhelms him. he blinks it away as he points to the cabinet next to the bed. ]
[ The tightened grip doesn't go unnoticed. Jean feels guilty for all the times he's left again, and turns his head to press a kiss to Dolph's neck again. Staying, not sleeping alone, not waking up alone.
He does lift his head to follow the direction, dropping a kiss on the top of Dolph's nose before he leans over, putting the muscle he has on stark display. He rummages through the drawer quickly, finding what he's looking for, and straightens up with a smile.
Still holding onto it, he drops his hands to his hips, pushing his underwear down and removing it, then leaning down to do the same to Dolph. He can't help but nip at his chest while he does it, just to be distracting. ]
[ it is most certainly distracting and pushes all other thoughts from dolph's mind. right now, all he wants is jean. his palms rove over jean's chest, lightly circling his nipples before running down his sides appreciatively. ]
[ Jean might joke that Dolph is being distracting - but there's no rushing towards this goal. Instead he lets out a soft noise, leaning into the touches to his chest and sides, even though the squirming he does seems more ticklish than aroused right under his ribs.
He's smiling, though, and he bites again at his chest. Yet again he's thankful for the food here - neither of them are stark with hunger. Jean's even a little thicker than he was when he arrived. ]
[ dolph notes that with a faint smile. it's nice to see jean so pleased. it feels strange to be recipient and cause of that. he rolls his hips against jean as he leans forward to kiss jean's chest invitingly. ]
[ It's nice to see Dolph pleased. As always, Jean is delighted that he can cause it. Though ostensibly they're working towards Jean riding Dolph, he still gets distracted by the press of his hips, the feeling of rubbing against each other.
He indulges, of course, leaning up a little so Dolph can kiss his chest. ]
me: will jean's tinkering arc make dolph more understanding of his prosthetics --
We gonna mess up your counter? Or do you think the bed might be more comfortable.
m.maybe??
I don't give a fuck about the counter or anything else in this house. But the bed's probably better.
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All right, all right - who's the younger one here?
[ It's a light tease, but he reaches out to thread their fingers together and tugs Dolph towards where he knows the bedroom is. ]
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Maybe you make me feel young.
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[ Sometimes Jean feels old, when he talks to some of the people here. The people who come from normal worlds without the threat of danger. But also, Levi and Erwin have told him he can't feel old at twenty, so he tries not to dwell on it.
Once they are in the bedroom, Jean's quick to tug Dolph close again, kissing him. ]
Mm, I want to ride you. Would that be okay?
[ There's some hesitancy just because Jean has historically topped, and he has no problems with that. But now he wants to be a little greedy, for once. ]
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Of course. Whatever you want.
[ he has no problem with that. ]
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[ in case he never made that clear. ]
I like it when you ask for things.
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I know, I just... I forget, sometimes.
[ To the point that he neglects to allow himself time to process things, or space to ask for it. ]
I should be more selfish, huh?
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[ he's firm, but his voice is soft as he cradles jean's face for a moment. because this is important. ]
We're in this to be selfish with each other. To give up on that fear that we're not enough.
You are.
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I am.
[ It's just two words, but it's hard to say them. He still manages it, with Dolph looking at him. ]
You are, too. Please be selfish with me.
[ How many times will they pause to have a moment? Then again, Jean isn't complaining. He has all the time he could want. ]
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[ in his case, he's less used to it. but it'll come to him. one day at a time. so long as jean is there. he presses another kiss to his cheek before leading him onto the bed. ]
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Jean plants a hand on his chest, leaning down to kiss him again. He'll have to go in search of lube momentarily, but for now he's enjoying being in the seat of honor, as it is. ]
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me like look at his hair
[ Jean breathes it out, voice going a little higher as he rocks against Dolph again, turning his head to suck a mark into the side of his neck. Before, he'd do it around bite marks left by another of Dolph's paramours; now, it's his canvas to decorate. ]
😍
I want that too. More than anything.
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I"m not going anywhere.
[ No leaving the house afterwards, none of it. ]
... Though I should probably find the lube.
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In the drawer.
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He does lift his head to follow the direction, dropping a kiss on the top of Dolph's nose before he leans over, putting the muscle he has on stark display. He rummages through the drawer quickly, finding what he's looking for, and straightens up with a smile.
Still holding onto it, he drops his hands to his hips, pushing his underwear down and removing it, then leaning down to do the same to Dolph. He can't help but nip at his chest while he does it, just to be distracting. ]
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He's smiling, though, and he bites again at his chest. Yet again he's thankful for the food here - neither of them are stark with hunger. Jean's even a little thicker than he was when he arrived. ]
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VR-EiEBqfWw
He indulges, of course, leaning up a little so Dolph can kiss his chest. ]
See something you like? Because I sure do.
[ Ah yes. No-rizz master has shown up again. ]
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my brain is like so tired from D&D so just one tag
take it easy <33
but TAKE IT
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💦 💦
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dat back
it's so good right
yes and also he really needs a backrub eventually
yesss
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i know what his drag name would be now
lmao
prince-cis kirstein
dfgdfg
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