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[He does let go of Dolph only so he can look him in the eye, hand caressing the metal of Dolph's face.]

Is that okay? It's still okay if I love you and you don't yet...or maybe ever?

I should be asking you that.

I'm just afraid I'm . . . broken. Forever.

No one's broken forever. It just takes time to heal. I'm a little broken too Dolph.

[He gives him a quick kiss.]

Do you want to do more and stop talking for a bit?

[ he nods. ]

All right.

[ he's fine with not talking. not thinking. ]

[As much as Zack likes talking, it's not the time for that he thinks either. If they do other things they can always talk later, right?]

Good.

[And he hopefully starts to stop any weird feelings from starting again by kissing Dolph once more, this time with an intent for more as his lips part and he deepens the kiss.]

[ fine by him, dolph welcomes the kiss eagerly, licking into zack's mouth. ]

[Dolph's tongue against him always has the butterflies in his stomach fluttering. He just can't help but kiss at him a bit more greedy, pulling him closer till he can't as he reaches down to tease his hole again.]

[ dolph soaks up the closeness, wrapping his leg around zack as he deepens the kiss. ]

[It's good again and since they did just fuck not that long ago he just stretches him a little bit with his finger but then he pauses and pulls back for a second.]

Hey um...I never asked if you wanted to um...do this. Ya know, be in my position and me in yours. Would you....do you...is this okay? Sorry It just came to me.

This is fine. I usually bottom, but I can switch if you want a change.

[He didn't think that far ahead of actually switching now and with how eager for Dolph his dick is right now he doesn't think he could at the moment.]

If...if you're okay with it can we continue like this, just this time? We can maybe try the other way another time?

[ his lips twitch. ]

It's fine. Don't worry.

[Was he wrong to ask in the middle of this? Is Dolph annoyed at him? He's not sure but he does give a hesitant kiss just in case, eyes looking a bit sorrowful with remorse if he did ruin the mood.]

Okay, let's continue then?

[He leans in and kisses Dolph's cheek.]

[ hm. ]

Sure.

Are you okay? You looked . . . upset.

Yeah I just....did I ruin the mood?

[He's not fully confident on sex still. He's getting better but it's a slow start for sure.]

You didn't ruin the mood.

Is there something on your mind?

I just don't want you not having a good time. You always feel good to me, I want you enjoying it too and I still...I'm still not used to this so I worry I'm making mistakes.

Making mistakes isn't always a bad thing.

I know but I want to be good for you. You're important to me.

Then just . . . be you.

The rest will follow.

Am I enough? You won't get tired or bored of me?

I won't get bored.

I promise.

You're fine.

I trust you.

[He's just going to bury his face against Dolph's neck at that.]

I'll still try and get better anyway. I want you to be blown away from me one day.

[ dolph smiles, threading his fingers in zack's hair. ]

I look forward to it.

[Zack practically preens at the gentle touching, loving his hair played with.]

Yeah, me too. I'm going to blow your mind someday....ugh...in a good way.

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