There's plenty of things I want to be selfish about - my partners, for one. My friends here, I want them to be safe. People like Erwin and Levi, I want them to ... be happy.
[ He doesn't say 'have a chance to stay together', he doesn't know if Dolph knows that Erwin dies in the future and he doesn't want to spread that around. ]
Getting to know new friends here, spending time with them - that's what I want to be selfish about too. It feels like I've been nothing but selfish.
Is it? It's the kind of thing I've never had a chance to be selfish about. I'd dedicated my heart to humanity - it doesn't leave a lot of time for other things.
Oh, I tried. But all the time I spent with my mother and friends was on a timer - I'd have to go back and fight again. Here...
[ He sighs. ]
Here, there's barely any danger. Most of it is what we place ourselves in the line of if we're acting foolishly. I know that there's monsters that show up, but even those monsters don't compare to the ones at home.
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[ He doesn't say 'have a chance to stay together', he doesn't know if Dolph knows that Erwin dies in the future and he doesn't want to spread that around. ]
Getting to know new friends here, spending time with them - that's what I want to be selfish about too. It feels like I've been nothing but selfish.
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I'm pretty sure that's just . . . normal.
me crying i'm sorry dolph he's just stupid and new to poly
im crying
The thing about humanity is . . . you have to let yourself be part of it.
Otherwise, there's no point. For you or for them.
holds jean in my hands this shingeki is so stupid
[ He sighs. ]
Here, there's barely any danger. Most of it is what we place ourselves in the line of if we're acting foolishly. I know that there's monsters that show up, but even those monsters don't compare to the ones at home.
Being able to let my guard down is different.
bless,,,
You deserve a chance to live.
We all do. We all . . . deserve that.
at least he achieved it in the other thread
[ He leans over to nudge Dolph a little with his arm, smiling. ]
he did, I'm proud!!
Both of us. It's what I fought for. I wanted my humanity back.