. . . I don't remember.

I loved Alex. More than anything in the world. More than myself.

[ which is why dolph went wild when alex betrayed him. partly in fury, a rage that burned like no other. and a sorrow that went so deep, he welcomed a missile with open arms. ]

Maybe he did. But it's more likely . . . he didn't.

[ and that hurts to say. it hurts to speak bad of alex, even now. ]