Oh, I tried. But all the time I spent with my mother and friends was on a timer - I'd have to go back and fight again. Here...

[ He sighs. ]

Here, there's barely any danger. Most of it is what we place ourselves in the line of if we're acting foolishly. I know that there's monsters that show up, but even those monsters don't compare to the ones at home.

Being able to let my guard down is different.